Eassy now boys and girls! It’s been a good four months since I’ve posted my blog so thought it was time for a little update. It sounds stupid, but I’ve matured so much over the last couple of months. My outlooks towards men and sex have changed drastically. Don’t get me wrong, I still love getting my arse pounded by a fit man with a massive dick like but my morals are totally different. I’m not dishing freebies out to just anyone nowadays, sex alone doesn’t interest me as much. I’m kind of looking for more than that now, I know escorting kind of limits the amounts of guys that will be interested in dating me but I’m quite happy to only blow my load on the old men’s faces that are paying for it and enjoy the odd drunken one night stand until I find a guy that understands that work is very different to pleasure or one that is that amazing, I’m happy to stop escorting for and get a ‘real’ job – hopefully it’ll be the first option, 9 to 5 is really not my thing.
For example, a few weeks ago I started speaking to a guy on Facebook. We were having like a real conversation rather than talking about how hard he wanted to fuck me, and after telling him I was trans he was still interested in taking me for a drink. He looked quite hot on his pictures, and we were getting on well so I had high hopes for him, well as high as your hopes can be before meeting someone in person. We swapped numbers and later that night he called me and explained he was feeling really upset about his ex, something had happened at his friends party and he needed someone to talk to, and asked if he could come around for a drink and a chat and said he would be at mine in half an hour. Now, it can take me up to three hours for me to become the beautiful woman that you all know so well, NOT half an hour. But me being the good Samaritan I am agreed and literally dipped my face in my makeup bag before he arrived. As soon as he got here it was very clear he didn’t just want to talk, which I’ll be honest pissed me off a little. I tried my hardest not to have sex with him, but I ended up fucking his arse doggy style before he blew me off to completion – mybaaad. But he called again the next day and said he wanted me to ‘destroy him again’ to which I replied ‘yeah babe, like I said I’m not really interested in just sex … if you want round two, you’re going to have to earn it. Take me out or something, get to know me and that …’, needless to say I never heard back from him. But I’m proud of myself for saying ‘no’.
Another example, I’ve got a really close friend that is also trans. She’s had this boyfriend for the last six months or so who in my opinion seems a bit of a twat. He didn’t want anyone knowing about their relationship, they didn’t really go out anywhere together, it seemed to me to be ‘regular sex’ rather than a ‘relationship’, and it came to an end when a couple of his friends found out. Anyway so my friend had been really upset and down about the situation and we had spoken about him loads. One day I log on to my Facebook account to see a message in my inbox off of him saying ‘why do I find girls like you attractive?’ … now a few months ago I actually said to my friend ‘Babe, I know it makes me a bad person and I don’t mean to do it but if I ever get the opportunity to fuck your boyfriend, I will. So I’m apologizing in advance.’ And up until a few months ago, I would have taken the message from him as an invite in to his boxers and around his dick. Butt, ask me what I did … I inboxed my friend and told her about the messages.
I’ve turned down loads of guys for fucks recently. I’m just not interested in getting used for sex any more, unless of course I’m getting paid for it Ha. But like I said, business is a completely different matter to pleasure. And of course, since I’ve started implying the ‘no fucking on first meet’ rule, I’ve had a couple of drunken slip ups, and there’s one or two guys I just can’t say no to but apart from that .. I’m not really that big of a slag any more. I’m not saying I want to get married or anything, I’d just like to be treat like a princess every now and then; Treat like a princess, and fucked like a porn star ;)